Well, I'm going to start this by saying that I have not blogged in a very long time, I will be using this blog as a personal journal So i don't really care what other people have to say or think about what i post.
Last night I had probably the 3rd craziest dream I think I've ever had. it started out as any other dream. Happy and all gay in la la land but that didn't last for very long. It went from happy and all gay to extreme and fucked. Me fighting off 4 people and beating the ever living fuck out of one of my ex girls friends brothers. I'm thinking this dream was caused by all the pent up anger and frustration that i have because of all the crap my ex girlfriend had put me through. It has now been exactly 1 month since her and I split up, We were together for a year and a half. She broke up with me through text message 2 days after our year and a half anniversary. After that she continued to tell me that we were going to work on us and date but not live together. While she had been saying all of that she was fucking my best friend behind my back as well as one of her co workers from work and pretty much anything with a dick. This had crushed my heart fully because I had loved this girl with everything I had, but it never hurt as much as when i found out that she had moved back to BC put my cat in the SPCA without telling me and she just abandoned the apartment that I was paying for. We both signed the lease but they have no contact information with her and have mine so I now have to pay out the lease which comes to a total of $3,242. So I am going to be suing her for about 5 thousand dollars. The past 3 months of my life have been hectic as fuck! I mus release a pheromone that attracts crazy chicks because this is the 3rd girl I've been with who found it necessary to hit me and shit. I have completely given up on the idea of a healthy relationship, but hopefully one day ill find a girl who isn't a psycho bitch and loves me for me and doesn't want to change me for anything. But all we can do is hope, right? Well these are my past few weeks thoughts and whats been going on in my life. Welcome to the game yo.
